Mood: Sad
Listening to: OMFG ANNOYING DRILLING SOUND - Convent Hall sitting area

To feel friendless is an awful feeling.

Once again, here I am in school with Wahwah at my number one fave spot - the benches outside the convention center. I really like this place. For some reason, there's often not many people here. And I guess it's the colors of this place. It's kinda cooling.. Green, blue, you know? Yeah.

Okay, I'm not making sense here. Feeling a little disoriented now.

If I had a supernatural ability, I wish that I can turn back time. I wanna turn back time to before Friday. I missed what I had with C and even though I'm not really sure I love him, I care for him very, very deeply and how we are like now hurts me. A lot.

I wished I can turn back time to before polytechnic. I missed my friends and I regretted working coz I missed out hanging out with everyone. All the small, stupid things we used to do together feels so valuable now. I missed how we're all like '"Eh after school don't want go home leh.', 'Okay, go Clarke Quay.', 'HELL YES'. I wished we can hang out again but some of you don't even want to associate yourself with me after what I've become so that's a no-go.

Oh god. I'm getting depressed. Better leave for class now. *sighs*

... My post are all emo.

Labels: emofag