Mood:
Lonely
Listening to: When It Rains - Paramore
Past few days, blogger was pretty screwed up. The text box was shifted and several keys were missing. A random check shows that it's okay now though. (:
A lot of things have happened this past few days. So one condensed post coming up!
.::~School~::.
So like Dawn’s younger sister has H1N1. So she got quarantined. And won't be coming to school till this Thursday. Which explains my mood now. ... Damn, I hate being alone. ):
Massive emo loner issues aside, my lfe has been thrown into a spiral of chaos again. Me and Dawn went to work on a project dued a week from now and we forgot all about the project dued last week. So that makes it 3 projects undone – CNP, CITS and PAS. Funny how group projects suddenly become pair work. To top it all off, I’m supposed to hand in my individual assignment last Thursday but since I MC-ed from school, that’s 5% gone. Oh, did I mentioned I didn't follow the given format? :)
*facepalm*
However, not everything in school has been sucky. Last week, our school celebrated Racial Harmony Day. Everyone was dressed up so prettily~! Me included! 8D
Some shameless camwhorage nice photos:
And that marked the end of Cultural Cosplay Day. XD
... I seem to be showing my teeth in smiles a lot. >__>
.::~Work~::.
... The only thing worth my time mentioning about work is just that my payday is tomorrow. ... And 5/6 of it is going into my PDA. OTL
.::~Family~::.
Screwed up. Enough said really. I'm gonna start packing my clothes and neccessities in a bag, just for precaution's sake.
.::~Social life~::.
Is a complete mess? Aha... I... haven't really been addressing certain problems. It feels like I'm running away from things now. But the truth is that I have no idea what to do or feel now. Friends are being involved because of my issues. And it sucks because I don't want to burden them.
... I know you all want me to hate him and to keep away from him. But... he's not like what you guys think. He's only human, with faults and weaknesses. I vaguely understand what he's going through now because I've been through something similar. So I want to there for him, to be of any use, to make things better... somehow. On the other hand, I don't want to hurt the other party which I am pretty sure I am already doing. Oh, why must I be made to choose?
My indecisiveness really takes the cake. :/
