Mood: Loved
Listening to: Smooth Criminal - Alien Ant Farm

Today, Sarah sweetie actually dropped by my workplace just as I was finishing just so we could spend some time together.

I feel so utterly touched. Though I'm always up to stupid shit and worrying her, she has never once given up on me. She cares for me when I don't care about myself. My moral compass, my petite cherie. You mean so much to me. Really. Sometimes, I wonder what I've done to deserve such a friend like you.

We went to MacDonald after that because yours truly had a craving for dessert. I bought myself a McFlurry and a iced milo for Sarah. And would you believe that Sarah just totally dripped a good deal of the drink on herself as soon as she grabbed the cup? I couldn't stop laughing really. And then the cashier dude offered her tissues. Oh god, so nice of him. Sarah was gushing about his chivalry. (:

??: ! Ah, are you okay? *hands some tissues*
Me: *laughing a bit* Saraaaah~ Go wash it off before it sticks.
??: There's a sink over there - at the top of the stairs.
Sarah: OKAY. O: *skips up stairs*

So I was there, awkwardly handling my change, ice cream and milo all in one and the guy started talking to me.

??: So... name?
Me: Hmm? My friend?
??: *laughs* No, I mean you.
Me: EH ME? *insert Mihashi face* Uh uhm. Hazrina.
??: Haz... rina?
Me: Yeah.
??: *grins and shows his nametag: Hazli*
Me: That makes us two Hazs then! *grins back*

And then Sarah returned and as I was going to leave, he actually kinda leaned out of the counter and tried to continue the convo.

Hazli: Going home now?
Me: //HAHA NO DUH.// Yeah. Poor you, have to work.
Hazli: *smiles* It's okay really.
Me: Well, work hard! (:

Sarah kept teasing me afterwards haha. She said that I look different nowadays. Mahathir (our Brands supplier) said the same too. When he came to the store and noticed me, he seemed really distracted. Said I look all different without my glasses (I broke them OTL) and Evelyn had to call him twice to get his attention.

It makes me quite happy to know that I'm looking better (coz admit it dudes, I used to be all ugly duckling) but at the same time, it makes me feel sad. That people actually just looks at your exterior and not who you really are. Like me and Dawn like soooo didn't like Paul Twohill and when we saw him, we kinda made gagging faces. Until one day, she said, "What if he wasn't really like what he is on TV? Like that's just his media personality and he's a totally different, likeable person inside?". And that really got me thinking. The inside counts too.

I'm still trying to figure out my insides.

PS. SHANG'S BDAY CELEBRATION TMR. EXCITED DESU. AND AAAH I WANT TO GUSH ABOUT THE GUEST LIST BUT SARAH IS MAKING US SWEAR TO KEEP IT A SEKRIT. PLS REPLY BB.

Labels: friends, irl, musings